...my attempt to get involved in the mission101_2009 for the new year's resolution, a list of 101 task I want to achieve in 1001 days (2.75 years) and by the end of it I'll turn 22 :D

so this is what I want to accomplish in the next 3 years, they're not in any particular order

( onto the list )

lại rượu chè...

bạn này có sở thích tìm quên trong rượu dù tửu lượng thì yếu bỏ cha đi đc :))

uống chưa đc nửa chai đã bắt đầu có triệu chứng quáng gà và rối loạn khả năng nhận thức =))

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rút ra bài học mà chắc chắn sẽ phạm lại: cồn cao ko nên đi vào bao tử yếu. ui ui ui...







vẫn quẩn quanh không lối thoát, tại sao?


P.S: thích mắt của ấy, màu hổ phách trong suốt hao hao giống mắt mẹ tớ :")

dừng 5 phút chỉ để update là bệnh lười lại trỗi dậy.

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đã trốn học vài bữa...

ừm

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cảm hứng ở đâu hở trời, mau về !!!! >>_<<

trời mưa, lạnh thì chỉ lạnh tay và lạnh ngón chân. đời vẫn như sh*T dù đã có tí sáng lạng hơn những ngày trước :))

( đây là cái đã cứu rỗi ngày hôm nay của em )

ài, nhà với chẳng cửa...

đang nghĩ mình đang muốn lập kỉ lục là đứa trong vòng hơn 1 năm đã dời nhà gần đc 6 lần.

căn nhà sắp tới đang lơ lửng bay và chưa với tới đc.


vẫn còn lơ lửng...

còn cái hốc đang ở thì sắp có nguy cơ bị đá ra. Chậc.

this is like a massive deja vu from last year...


ài, không lẽ lại "station thẳng tiến" =))

thank for being yourself and noone else.

love.

I'm growing old...


&!%#^$O@*3@#%!&

chả muốn đụng/sờ/mó/nghĩ đến cái từ SN nữa, nghe nó bốc mùi ẩm mốc cô độc chán chường và sáo rỗng thế nào ấy.

Khốn nạn, muốn chửi vào cái đời chó má này. Chửi để tỉnh ra há há =)))


mẹ nó, lại(chuẩn bị tinh thần) dời nhà, như du mục, như lũ chó hoang không nhà lê lết từ đám lầy này sang bãi rác khác, như con bọ chét nhảy từ con chó ghẻ này sang con chó lở khác =)))

cười ko nổi.

thế nhưng đã tự nguyện thì đếch có lý do để than hé hé =))

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-"tại sao em ko đi mà cứ trườn bò lê lết thế?"

ầy, tại em đếch có chi =)) =)) =))


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btw, Shane is fucking hot <3

I've been in mood for sleepover this week (yay for not coming back to my doomed!home) and that means me dragging my backpack almost everywhere these days (urgh, back hurts). At least I have free food (yay~ free food) and it's way better than my cooking so no complain. School is...okay (why I have this idea of me starting to turn invisible soon in college), I don't know, I'm not the type for school so I just keep chucking all the assignments aside and now they're piling up on me. Damn, now I have to run for it.

Next week:

• A finished report on Photography technology and its influencelast minute panic is my greatest inspiration, damn!
• Artificial Intelligence research
• Imitating artist's style (lol lame)
• Tonal drawings
• Slogan + Logo + sketch for the "Black Dog" sculpture events
• Collecting old stuff for Process book
• Finish binding the book
• Work on the "Urban Quotation"
• Scanning old works

*strangle self*

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tbh, I start drinking just because AP did that and somehow I thought it's kinda cool to drink as well. It's fun when with friends but I don't fancy the idea of dying on my own choke and there's noone around to even call for help (jk) therefore I always avoid storing alcohol anywhere near my reach (impulsive act is unpredictable, kay?) Btw, inspired by a true story of you-know-who, my friend suggests me to stay over so we can drink our ass off (yay~ more free food & liquor) so I don't see any reason why I should say no. free food~~~~*daze*


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I. hate. dressing. up. for. wedding.

Everything's fine.

It's rare to find me admit the truth that everything, except me, is fine.


but it's NOT gonna be a long emo rant *laugh*

at one point or other, settling down for a stable life isn't what I'm looking for anymore.

or at least that's what I think when my stomach isn't screaming for food.


Ramen call. Off I go.




ETA: That ramen bowl is HUGE, I bet I could even swim in there O__o

ETA2: YUI's new release, yay~ \^O^/

My cyber identity list that I'm statistically 20 today and the result of the past April's fool joke is I received heaps of "happy b-day" spams in my inbox

In which I don't really know if I'm happy or not *laugh*


So yeah, life is always hard for an anti-social freak and it always goes like this: talking is prohibited, emotion is mostly banned, wearing cheery mask is obligatory and noone knows if you ditch some or most of the class. Great. I've become invisible once again and somehow it bothers me to the bone. The last time I chat with my old friend in high-school and I ended up in an emotional burst. Damn, I wish that I had someone like her to be my friend here, I miss her strong attitude plus weird reaction to the situation that being with her is like having an interesting adventure everyday, she was the reason that kept me from dropping out from high-school earlier and I'm grateful for that ...

Anyway, chuck aside all the depressing stuffs, I'm sure my mood would get better if I can be more productive than this time of the year (last year: tenancy problem and emotional breakdown) I have become way too lazy that my brain has dead literately, I'd rather commit plagiarism than writing an essay by myself (well, at least my self-consciousness is still there to prevent my possible jail time)

But hey, who cares if things go out of control? Just because I'm gonna turn 20 in few weeks, I feel like being a bit greedy and here's what I'd love to have for my b-day:

1. Lensmate 58mm SX10 Filter Holder, Raynox DCR-250 Macro Lens or Hoya Close-Up Macro Set (double coated) 58mm Macro Lens and Hoya 58mm linear/circular polarizer (yes, me and my weird photography obsession)

2. Knee-high Camper boots: +

3. Fender/ GA-45SCE Natural or Yamaha FG-402 a fairly good quality Takamine is okay to me ;___;

4. Canon EOS 400D (I love my 10 IS but having the 400D would be a dream XD)

5. My sister is okay with her graduation + college entrance exam.

6. A friend to celebrate with (enough solitude)

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yeah basically I just can't remember what I want anymore, damn my goldfish memory XD